Well busy day yesterday knackering but got my new iphone

Well new mess made me sleep well at least. Had to get up today to take the cat to the vet for his teeth. Need to be back for 10 to see Nina.

Took my antidep last night and slept like a baby. Didn't want to get out of bed today soooo tired.

Off to the docs again today, hopefully this one understands.

Took my antidep last night and slept like a baby. Didn't want to get out of bed today soooo tired.

Off to the docs again today, hopefully this one understands.

Why are doctors deaf. I ask for a sick certain and she puts fit for work. She then questions my disabilities that they tell me I have and the refuses to write an open ended sick certificate for the incapacity. She then wonders why I get annoyed. Bloody useless.

Well I'm off to drop off the forms now. What's the betting I can't get it through to them about sending it via courier and logged on the system as requested by Basildon office

Another day over onto today. Going to be a hard one as I have the docs followed by a trip to grays to hand my form in for incap. Let the wife do the shopping and maybe have a llok at the xbox games.

What to do tonight. What to do

Well the party went well. I think bill enjoyed it. All I know is I'm in alot of pain this morning as I over did it yestoday. Ffs can't even enjoy myself

At least today should be resonably relaxing. I hope.

Well last night went great. Today is the party so more stress.
Just sat outside supermarket whilst last minute shopping is done. Boy I wish life could be a bit easier, lots of pain due to no time to relax. But at least guts are ok, fingers crossed

Spoke to shane today and wished him happy birthday :). Miss him sooo much.

Guts are feeling better this aft so hopefully I will be ok for tonight. Must admit though, all I want do is sleep.

Great when it can't get much worse I get a letter from the incapacity people telling that I haven't filled a form in that I haven't even recieved and I told em that last week. So now my benefits have stopped and I'm now apparently fit for work.

Happy days.........

Well I've woken up today in slot of pain (what's new). But now I have bad guts so I need to try to stay close to the toilet. Great! Supposed to be going out tonight, let's hope this subsides soon.

Well today has been a long day. Lots of pain in my back, neck, arms, legs and hands. I would like to say its nice to get into bed but i know its going to be tossing and turning and constantly waking up.

Its my father in laws birthday tomorrow, I am looking forward to it but know I will be knackered by the end of it. Will let you know tomorrow how it goes.

Well as I said im knackered so im going to lay down now.

Start

Well its been over 2 years since my car crash. This happened on 27/1/08 and I have not been right since.

First of all it was whiplash. The pain never went away and soon i was told I had chronic pain. Also since then I have depression and fibromyalgia.

So I have decided from now on i will keep a journal about the pain in my life.